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THE FOURTH SAYING
JESUS SAID: TAKE NO THOUGHT FROM THE MORNING UNTIL THE EVENING AND FROM
THE EVENING UNTIL THE MORNING, FOR WHAT YOU SHALL PUT ON.
HIS DISCIPLES SAID:
WHEN WILT THOU BE REVEALED TO US AND WHEN WILL WE SEE THEE?
JESUS SAID: WHEN YOU TAKE OFF YOUR CLOTHING WITHOUT BEING ASHAMED, AND
TAKE YOUR CLOTHES AND PUT THEM UNDER YOUR FEET AS THE LITTLE CHILDREN AND TREAD ON THEM --
THEN SHALL YOU BEHOLD THE SON OF THE LIVING ONE, AND YOU SHALL NOT FEAR.
Man lives not as he
is but as he would like to be: not with the original face, but with a painted, false face.
That is the whole problem. When you are born you have a face of your own -- nobody has
disturbed it, nobody has changed it, but sooner or later the society starts working on
your face. It starts hiding the original, the natural, the one you were born with, and
then many faces are given to you for different occasions because one face won't do.
Situations change
so you need many false faces, masks. From the morning till the evening, from the evening
till the morning, thousands of faces are used. When you see a man approaching who is
powerful, you change the mask; when you see a man who is a beggar approaching you, you are
different. The whole time, moment to moment, there is a constant change in the face.
One has to be alert
about it because it has become so mechanical that you need not be aware of it, it goes on
changing by itself. If a servant comes in the room you don't even look at him. You act as
if he is not a man, as if he doesn't exist, as if nobody has entered. But when the boss
comes in the room you suddenly jump, you have a smiling face, receiving, welcoming, as if
God himself has entered into the room.
Watch your face,
the changes that occur continuously. Look in the mirror and think of the many faces that
you can change. Look in the mirror and bring the face that comes when you approach your
wife; look at the face that comes when you approach your beloved; look at the face when
you are greedy, when you are angry; create the face when you feel sexual; create the face
when you feel dissatisfied, frustrated. And watch in the mirror: you will find you are not
one man -- you are a crowd. And sometimes it will be difficult even to recognize that all
these faces belong to you. A mirror can be a great blessing. You can meditate in the
mirror, change your faces and look at them. This will give you a glimpse of how false your
whole life has become. And none of these faces is you.
In Zen it has been
one of the deepest meditations: to find your original face, the one you had before you
came to this world -- and the one you will have when you leave this world, because you
cannot carry all these faces with you. They are gimmicks, techniques to deceive,
techniques to defend yourself, they are armors around you. These faces have to be dropped,
only then can you see Jesus, because when you see your original face you have seen Jesus.
Jesus is nothing
but your original face, Buddha is nothing but your original face. Buddha is not outside
you, neither is Jesus. When you drop all the falsity and you are naked -- just the
original you, without any change, modification -- you are Jesus; Jesus in his absolute
glory is revealed. It is not in the son of Joseph that he is to be revealed: suddenly you
become Jesus. And only the like can know the like -- remember that law always: if you are
like Jesus, only then can you recognize him; otherwise how will you recognize him? When
you feel your own inner being, then you can recognize the inner being of somebody else.
The light can
recognize the light, the light cannot recognize the darkness. And how will the darkness
recognize the light? If you are false you cannot recognize a real man, and Jesus is the
most real man, the most real that is possible. He is not a liar, he is authentic, and if
you are lying with your life continuously -- your words, your gestures, everything is a
lie -- then how can you recognize Jesus? It is impossible. In your total nudity you will
recognize the inner Jesus, and only then will the outer be recognized. The inner is the
first to be recognized, because the recognition can come only from your innermost source
of being. There is no other way.
One of the oldest
Jewish sayings is that you start seeking God only when you have found him. It looks
paradoxical but it is absolutely true, because how will you start seeking him if you have
not found him -- found him within yourself, realized him within yourself? Only then does
the search start, but then there is no need to search really. The search starts and ends
at the same point, the first step is the last step.
Only one step
exists between you and the divine. There are not two steps so there is no path. Just one
step: drop all falsities that you have taken upon yourself, drop all borrowed masks.
But why do we have
faces? What is the need and what is the fear of dropping them? The whole mechanics has to
be understood, only then will these words be clear to you.
First: you have
never loved yourself -- otherwise there would be no need. You hate yourself, and if you
hate yourself you will hide your face. If you hate yourself how can you reveal your face
to others? You yourself hate it, you yourself don't want to see it, then how can you
reveal it to others? Why has it happened that you hate yourself? The whole conditioning of
society depends on creating hatred in you about yourself, a self-condemnation, a guilt.
Religions have existed, priests have existed, society exists -- all types of exploitation
exist on this basic seed that you hate yourself.
Why should you go
to a priest if you don't hate yourself? What is the need? When you hate you feel guilty;
when you hate you feel some transformation is needed; when you hate you think some help is
needed -- somebody is needed to change you, to make you lovable, worth loving. Your
parents say to you, "You are wrong, this is wrong, that is wrong!" They go on
continuously saying, "Don't do this, don't do that!"
I have heard: One
small child wanted to play on the beach with the sand. The mother said, "No, because
the sand is wet and you will spoil your clothes." Then the small child wanted to go
near the water. The mother said, "No, absolutely no! It is slippery and you may fall
there." Then the small child wanted to run and jump around, and the mother said,
"No! You may get lost in the crowd." Then the child asked for ice cream, because
the ice cream vendor was near. The mother said, "No, because that always creates a
problem with the throat and it is bad for the health." And then she said to a person
who was standing by, "Have you ever seen such a neurotic child?"
And the child is
not neurotic; the mother is neurotic. To play with sand is not neurosis, to go near the
water is not neurosis, to run around is not neurosis, but a neurotic mind always says
"No!" A neurotic mind cannot say "Yes!" because a neurotic mind cannot
allow freedom to himself or herself, so how can a neurotic mind allow freedom to you? And
this mother and almost all mothers are like that, and all fathers. Remember, when you
become a mother or you become a father, they are all like that. Freedom is killed and the
child is forced, by and by, to feel that he is neurotic, he is wrong; whatsoever he
proposes to do he is told "No!"
I have heard about
a small child who went to school for the first day, came back, and his mother asked,
"What did you learn there?" The child said, "For the first time I learnt
that my name is not 'Don't'. I always feel that 'Don't' is my name -- 'Don't do that,
don't go there, don't be like that!' So I was thinking that my name is 'Don't'. In school
I learned that that is not my name."
If you are neurotic and this whole society is neurotic, there is
a chain of neurosis from one generation to another. It goes on and on, and up to now no
society has been able to create a non-neurotic society or a non-neurotic age. Only
sometimes have a few individuals been able to get out of the prison, but that too very
rarely happens because the prison is so big and has such strong foundations. The
establishment is so old, it is supported by the whole past, and when a small child is
born, it is almost impossible to think that he will be able to be healthy and not
neurotic.
It is almost
impossible because everybody around is mad and they will force him to be like themselves.
They will kill his freedom and they will create the feeling that he is wrong, he is always
wrong. That creates a condemnation, a self-condemnation -- you start hating yourself. And
remember: if you hate yourself you cannot love anybody else. Impossible! How can you love
somebody when you hate yourself? If poison exists at the source, it will poison all your
relationships. So, you are never able to love anybody.
And remember the
second thing which follows as a logical consequence: if you hate yourself, how can you
think that anybody is going to love you? If you cannot love yourself, who is going to love
you? So you know deep down that nobody is going to love you; and even if somebody tries,
you never believe him. You go on suspecting that he must be deceiving you. How can anybody
love you? -- you cannot love yourself. Then even if someone loves you, you are skeptical
about it, doubtful. You cannot trust, and you will find ways and means to prove that he
doesn't love you. And when it is proved, you are at ease, then everything is right.
This hatred is the
base of all false faces -- you start hiding. Clothes exist not because of the climate,
that is just a minor part of it. They exist to hide the body, they exist to hide the
sexuality, they exist to hide the animal in you. But the animal is life -- all that is
alive in you is animal-like. Except for your head, everything is animal-like, so
everything has to be hidden except the head. Only the head, thinking, is not animal-like,
so that is allowed. The society would be very happy if your whole body were cut off and
only the head existed.
They are trying to
do this, and the experiments have been successful. It is possible for the whole body to be
dropped and the mind to go on functioning. The brain goes on functioning just through
mechanical help: a mechanical heart goes on beating, a mechanical blood system goes on
moving the blood, circulating it in the brain -- and the brain exists without the body.
Scientists are doing many experiments, and they are in confusion as to what the brain
should be thinking inside, because the body is no longer there -- the brain may be having
dreams, thinking thoughts, creating systems.
They were
successful in this just a few years back, but society has been successful with the same
experiment in a different way: your whole body is cut off from your consciousness, only
your head is allowed. If you suddenly come upon your body without the head, I am certain
you will not recognize that this is your body. If you suddenly come upon your body without
the head, will you be able to recognize that this is your body? You have never seen it;
even in the bathroom you have never seen your body. Clothes have become too much. They are
not just on the body, they are on the mind also.
Two small school
children were passing a big wall and they wanted to know what was going on behind the
wall. They found a small hole but it was very difficult to reach, so one boy stood on the
other boy's shoulders, looked through the hole and said, "Wonderful! Many people are
there and they are playing, but they are all nude. It seems to be a nudist club."
The other boy
became excited and he said, "Tell me something more -- whether they are men or
women."
The small boy who
was standing on top said, "I cannot say, because they have no clothes."
A man is recognized
as a man because of his clothes, a woman is recognized as a woman because of her clothes.
The small child is right. He says, "How can I say who they are? They have no
clothes." Clothes are the identity. That's why a king will not allow you to wear
clothes like him -- no! If ordinary people start wearing clothes like the king, then where
will he be? It cannot be allowed because he should be something special.
Clothes are
identities. And they become so heavy on you that even in your dreams you never see
yourself naked, you always see yourself with your clothes on. This is something! It has
gone very deep. Even in dreams you never see yourself naked, society naked. No! Clothes
have gone into the very unconscious, because a dream is an unconscious phenomenon. At
least in a dream you should be natural, but even there you are not natural; masks, faces
continue.
This whole
falseness exists, this pseudo-personality exists, because at the base you hate yourself.
You want to hide, nobody should know your real self, because how will they be able to
tolerate it if they come to know? How will they love it, how will they appreciate it? You
have become actors. This is the base of Jesus' sayings.
JESUS SAID: TAKE NO THOUGHT FROM THE MORNING UNTIL THE EVENING AND FROM
THE EVENING UNTIL THE MORNING FOR WHAT YOU SHALL PUT ON.
Don't think about faces, clothes, falsities. Remain yourself as you are, accept yourself
as you are. Difficult, very difficult, because if you think about yourself as you are,
suddenly you feel uneasy.
From where does
this uneasiness come? It comes because teachers have been teaching you, and these teachers
are the great poisoners of life. They are not really teachers, they are enemies. They have
been teaching: "This is animal, that is animal -- and you are a MAN." What are
they saying? They are saying, "Whatsoever is animal in you, deny it!" And I say
to you that man is not something against the animal, man is the suprememost animal. Not
something against -- the highest, the very peak. If you deny animality, you deny your very
source of life. And then you will always be false.
If you make love to
a woman and you deny animality, what will you do? That's why many people have become
almost incapable of loving. You may be surprised that in the East I think ninety-nine
percent of women have never known any orgasm. The same was the case in the West also, but
now it is changing. Ninety-nine percent of women have never known any sexual ecstasy,
because they were never allowed to. Men were allowed to be a little animal-like. but never
women. They have to be stiff while making love, dead, almost like a corpse. They should
not show any emotion, they should not show that they are enjoying it -- because only bad
women enjoy sex. A prostitute is allowed to enjoy it, but not a wife. If she enjoys and
becomes ecstatic, then the husband will feel hurt and think that this woman is not very
good because she should behave like a goddess, not like an animal. But to behave like a
goddess without being a goddess is bound to create falseness. The woman lies down, dead,
corpse-like, with no emotions.
Have you ever
observed the word 'emotion'? It comes from the same root as 'movement', 'motion'. When you
are in an emotion your whole being moves: it is thrilled, it throbs, it is alive -- it is
wild. No, a woman is not allowed to be wild, to be alive. She has to remain corpse-like,
dead; then she is a good woman, then she has transcended animality. But if you deny sex
and you say that this is animal, then you will have to hide it.
In America, just
three or four years ago, one manufacturer of toys got into deep trouble and the case went
up to the supreme court. And the trouble was this: that he created a few toys with
penises, vaginas -- real. A girl must have a vagina if she has a face, a boy must have a
penis if he has a face. Toys with sex organs! He got into trouble, and he had to cancel
his productions. He did a beautiful thing, but the courts wouldn't allow it, society
wouldn't allow it.
Why don't your toys
have sexual organs when they have everything else? You want the child to be unaware of a
fact? -- then you are creating a false face. And why did people get so mad against those
toys? Toys are toys! But priests, missionaries, so-called do-gooders, they got mad, and
they brought the man into court. And he had done a beautiful thing, an historic thing.
Children must know the whole body because the whole body is beautiful. Why hide it, why
cut it? A fear, a deep fear of animality. But you are animals, it is a fact: you can
transcend it but you cannot destroy it. Destruction means one thing: if you destroy the
fact you will have a false face, your mask will be a false thing, your godliness will be
just a mask.
If you transcend
it, then your godliness will be something authentic. But transcendence means accepting it;
passing through it with alertness, not being lost in it; passing through it and going
above. And denial means never going into it, never passing through it, just bypassing it.
In life nothing can be bypassed; and if you bypass it you will always remain immature,
juvenile, you will never be a grownup. Life has to be lived -- only then do you grow.
There comes a moment when you transcend sex, but that moment comes through knowing, that
moment comes through experience; that moment comes through deepening of consciousness and
love -- not through denial, not through repression.
Jesus says:
TAKE NO THOUGHT FROM THE MORNING UNTIL THE EVENING AND FROM THE EVENING
UNTIL THE MORNING, FOR WHAT YOU SHALL PUT ON.
Don't put on
anything. I am not saying go and move naked in the town, but don't put on anything: just
be yourself! Whatsoever life has made you, accept it, enjoy it, welcome it. Celebrate it.
Be thankful to the divine that he has made you, whatsoever you are. Don't reject, because
when you reject anything in you, you have rejected God
because he is the creator, he created you this way.
Of course, he knows
more than you. When you reject anything in you, you have rejected the creator, you are
finding fault with the universe, with existence itself. This is foolish, stupid, but such
people have become very respectable.
Jesus says don't
think about what you are going to put on, just move spontaneously in life. Be responsive
to life, but don't bring any falseness between you and the flow of life.
Live moment to
moment without thinking, because thinking is the deepest mask. You go to a woman and you
rehearse in the mind what you are going to say: "I love you," or, "There is
nobody like you." If you are making a rehearsal you are not in love; otherwise, there
is no need because love will speak on its own, love will flow on its own -- of their own
accord things will happen. Flowers will flower, but of their own accord -- no rehearsal is
needed.
Once Mark Twain was
asked by a friend -- he was coming from a lecture hall where he had delivered a beautiful
talk, and the friend asked, "How was it? Did you like your talk or not -- you
yourself?"
Mark Twain said,
"Which talk? because there is the
one I had prepared, the one that I have delivered, and the one that I wanted to deliver --
which talk are you asking about?"
But this is your
whole life: you prepare something, you deliver something else, and you wanted to deliver
something else entirely. Why does this happen, so much division? Because you are not
spontaneous. One who is spontaneous will need only one thing, nothing else -- that is
being alert, mindful. Then he will respond out of his mindfulness. You prepare because you
are unaware, not mindful. You are afraid, you are fearful, because who knows what
situation will be there? "Will I be able to respond or not?" The fear! Then you
become false. But Jesus says: "Don't think about what you shall put on."
HIS DISCIPLES
SAID: WHEN WILT THOU BE REVEALED TO US AND WHEN WILL WE SEE THEE?
JESUS SAID: WHEN
YOU TAKE OFF YOUR CLOTHING WITHOUT BEING ASHAMED, AND TAKE YOUR CLOTHES AND PUT THEM UNDER
YOUR FEET AS THE LITTLE CHILDREN AND TREAD ON THEM -- THEN SHALL YOU BEHOLD THE SON OF THE
LIVING ONE, AND YOU SHALL NOT FEAR.
Try to understand
each single word. The disciples asked: WHEN WILT THOU BE REVEALED TO US? Jesus is there,
revealed in all his glory; he is present to them, before them. They are asking Jesus
himself: WHEN WILT THOU BE REVEALED TO US? They think as if Jesus is hiding himself.
Once Buddha was
asked. He was passing through a forest. Dry leaves were on the path, leaves were falling,
wind was blowing and there was much noise in the fallen dry leaves. Ananda asked there was no one else there, because some
disciples had gone ahead and a few others were coming behind, following them, but at that
moment only Ananda was near Buddha. He said, "I have always wanted to ask one thing:
have you revealed everything that you have? Or are you hiding something from us?"
Buddha said,
"My hand is an open hand -- a buddha has no fist. Look at this forest as it is
revealed, nothing is hidden. I am just as open as this forest, and a buddha has no
fist." Then he took a few dry leaves in his fist and said, "Now my fist is
closed, you cannot see those leaves." People who are greedy about their knowledge --
those who would not like to share it -- they are like fists.
Then Buddha opened
his hand, the leaves fell down and he said, "But the hand of a buddha is not like a
fist, he is open. I have revealed everything. And if you feel that something is still
hidden, it is because of you, not because of me."
Jesus is there,
present. The disciples are asking: WHEN WILT THOU BE REVEALED TO US? He is revealed! AND
WHEN WILL WE SEE THEE? They think as if Jesus is hiding himself. No, Jesus is not hiding.
Rather, on the contrary, the disciples are not open, they are closed; their eyes are not
open. They are hiding, not Jesus.
Truth is not
hidden: you are closed. Truth is revealed everywhere, every moment. Truth by its very
nature cannot be hidden. Only lies try to hide themselves, not truth; only lies are
secretive. Truth is always like an open hand, it is never like a fist. But you are closed.
"The problem
is with you," said Jesus. WHEN YOU TAKE OFF YOUR CLOTHING WITHOUT BEING ASHAMED.
Because you can take off your clothing and still feel ashamed, then this nudity is not
nudity really, this nudity is not innocent. Shame is cunningness.
In Christianity
shame is the original sin. You have heard the story of what happened to Adam and Eve. At
which moment did the sin happen? It has been a continuous search to find in exactly what
moment the sin happened. They were forbidden to eat the fruit of the tree of knowledge,
but they were tempted. It is natural: whenever anything is forbidden, temptation comes --
this is how mind behaves. But mind has another trick also: it tempts you, but it always
makes somebody else responsible. Whenever something is forbidden the mind becomes
interested, it becomes an invitation. The mind wants to know, to poke its nose in,
inquire.
Adam and Eve were
tempted by themselves, nobody else was there. But the story says the devil, Satan, tempted
them. This is a trick of the mind to throw the responsibility on someone else. And this
'devil' is nothing but a scapegoat, this 'devil' is nothing but a trick of the mind to
throw all responsibilities. You are tempted, but the 'devil' is the tempter so you are not
responsible. He has persuaded you, he seduced you, so he is the sinner not you. But the
temptation came from the forbiddance, and this was a trick of the mind. The story is
beautiful:
God said,
"Don't eat the fruit from this tree!" If they were trusting, then they would
have avoided the tree. But they were not trusting. They said: "Why? Why does God
forbid us this tree, and this tree is the tree of knowledge?" The mind must have said
to them, "If you eat, you will become like gods because you will be knowers. And he
is forbidding you because he is jealous. He is forbidding you because he would not like
you to become like gods. You will be knowers, then nothing will be hidden from you."
But the story says the devil tempted them and said, "He has forbidden it because he
is jealous and afraid." This was just a situation for Adam and Eve to prove whether
they had trust or not -- nothing else.
But the mind
persuaded them -- mind is the 'devil'. The devil came in the shape of a snake, and the
snake is the oldest symbol of cunningness -- mind is the snake, the most cunning thing.
Adam and Eve both made the devil responsible, threw the responsibility on the devil -- and
Adam also threw the responsibility on Eve. Man has always said that woman is the tempter,
so men have always been condemning women. In all the scriptures of the world the woman is
the tempter: she leads you into temptation, she seduces you, and she is the cause of all
trouble. So your so-called saints go on condemning women.
This is the way of
the mind:
Eve says, "The
devil"; Adam says, "Eve"; and if you ask the devil, if you get him
somewhere, he will say, "God -- because why should he forbid in the first place? That
created the whole trouble. Otherwise, the garden of Eden was so big and there were
millions of trees, that by themselves Adam and Eve would never have come upon the tree of
knowledge. 'Forbidden!' They knew this was the tree, and then the whole garden became
uninteresting, their whole interest became focused -- it was God's fault!"
But the story is
beautiful and has millions of dimensions around it; it can be interpreted in many, many
ways -- that is the beauty of a parable. They took the fruit of the tree, they ate it, and
immediately they became ashamed of their nakedness. Where did the sin happen? By
disobeying God? If you ask the pope of the Vatican, he will say, "By disobeying
God," because priests would like you to always obey, never disobey.
If you ask
philosophers, not theologians, they will say: "By eating the fruit of
knowledge." Because when you start thinking trouble arises. Life is innocent without
thinking: children are innocent because they cannot think, trees look so beautiful because
they cannot think. Man looks so ugly because his mind is always burdened and tense with
worries and thoughts and dreams and reveries, and he is always burdened -- the whole grace
is lost. So if you ask existentialist philosophers, they will say that it is because of
the tree of knowledge.
But if you ask the
psychologists, whose approach is deepest, they will say, "Because of shame."
Because when you feel shame you have started to hate yourself, when you feel ashamed you
have rejected yourself. But it came through knowledge. Children cannot feel ashamed; they
move naked easily, there is no problem. You force them by and by to feel ashamed:
"Don't be naked!" The more they become knowers, then the more they will hide
themselves.
Jesus says: WHEN
YOU TAKE OFF YOUR CLOTHING WITHOUT BEING ASHAMED. But what did Adam and Eve do? They put
fig leaves around their sex organs, the first clothing invented -- the world started. How
can you enter again into the garden of Eden? Throw away your fig leaves! -- that's what
Jesus says. He says this is the way back to paradise. This is the way back: WHEN YOU TAKE
OFF YOUR CLOTHING WITHOUT BEING ASHAMED. Because you can take off your clothing and remain
ashamed, then deep down the clothing is there: you are hiding, you are not open. So nudity
is not nakedness; you may be nude, but not naked.
Nakedness has a
deeper dimension: it means no shame, no feeling of being ashamed; it means accepting your
body in its totality as it is. No condemnation in the mind, no division in the body -- a
simple acceptance, then it is nakedness. Mahavira is not nude, he is not a member of a
nudist club; he is naked, he is naked like a child. In a nudist club you are not naked.
Even your nudity is calculated, it is manipulation from the mind. You are revolting, you
are rebellious, you are going against the society -- because the society believes in
clothes, you are throwing the clothes. But it is a reaction so you are not innocent,
innocent like a child.
Says Jesus:
AND TAKE YOUR CLOTHES AND PUT THEM UNDER YOUR FEET AS THE LITTLE CHILDREN
AND TREAD ON THEM -- THEN SHALL YOU BEHOLD THE SON OF THE LIVING ONE, AND YOU SHALL NOT
FEAR.
First, you should accept your nakedness as you are before God, just like a small child
before his father and mother -- not ashamed. You should not be ashamed before the divine,
then you will be real. If shame is there then masks will be used, they are bound to be
used.
And a second thing:
if the feeling of being ashamed disappears, you shall not fear. They are joined together:
if you feel ashamed you will be afraid; if you don't feel ashamed you will not be afraid
at all. The fear disappears with shame. And when fear and shame both disappear, your eyes
are open -- and then you will see the son of God, or THE SON OF THE LIVING ONE; then Jesus
will be revealed to you, then you can know a Buddha.
People come to me
and they ask, "How can we recognize whether a master is enlightened or not?" You
cannot recognize an enlightened master as you are. It is just like a blind man asking how
he can recognize whether the light is on or off. How can a blind man recognize this?
Recognition needs eyes and the blind man's eyes are closed. You cannot recognize whether a
man is realized or not, enlightened or not, whether he is really a Christ or not -- you
cannot recognize. Otherwise, how could Jesus have been crucified if people had recognized
him?
They treated him
very badly, they made him look foolish, they forced him to look foolish. The day when he
was carrying his cross to Golgotha, there were soldiers, urchins, a mass of people all
around, throwing stones and dirty things, enjoying themselves: "This is the 'king of
Israel', this is the 'son of God', this carpenter's boy -- he has gone mad!" Jokingly
they placed a crown of thorns on his head and said, "Look! Here is the 'king of
Israel', here is the 'son of God'!"
And then when he
was crucified, the final joke was that they put thieves on both sides of him. He was
crucified as a criminal with two thieves. And not only the crowd, even those thieves made
a joke of Jesus. One of the thieves said, "Now we are all going to be crucified,
remember us; don't forget us in your 'kingdom of God'. We are also being crucified with
you, so take note of us because you are 'the son'! So when we reach the kingdom of God,
make some arrangements for us too. And you can do it -- you can do anything!" They
were also joking. Jesus was made to look like a fool.
How do we miss
recognizing a Jesus? We have our eyes closed. And the eyes are closed because of your
clothing; not just because of your clothes, but many types of clothing: clothes of shame,
fear, self-hatred, self-condemnation, guilt -- layers upon layers of clothing.
Jesus says:
WHEN YOU TAKE OFF YOUR CLOTHING WITHOUT BEING ASHAMED, AND TAKE YOUR
CLOTHES AND PUT THEM UNDER YOUR FEET AS THE LITTLE CHILDREN.
When in the
beginning a child is forced to put on clothes for the first time, he rebels. He is against
it because it confines his freedom and it gives him a falseness. His resistance is
natural. But you can force him, you can persuade him. You say, "When we go out you
have to put on these clothes, when we come back you need not; because in society clothes
are needed -- otherwise you cannot come with us." And he wants to come so he has to
put on the clothes.
But the moment he
is back, this is what he will do: he will take off the clothes, and not only take them
off, he will also jump on them. They are the enemies, they make him false. He is no more
himself when those clothes are there. Now he is free again. He will celebrate this
nakedness by throwing off the clothes and putting them under his feet, treading on them
and celebrating the nakedness. If you do that like children, THEN SHALL YOU BEHOLD THE SON
OF THE LIVING ONE, AND YOU SHALL NOT FEAR.
In your nakedness
there is no fear, because fear is something that is added to you; fear is created through
shame. Many religions have been creating guilt, so that you are guilty. Feel shameful and
then you become afraid. Then a neurosis is born, and then you go to the same persons who
have been creating guilt and fear in you, you go to the same persons to learn how to
transcend them! They cannot be helpful because they are the creators of fear. They will
say: "Pray to God and be God-fearing." They cannot lead you beyond fear. Jesus
can lead you beyond fear, but then the whole thing has to be demolished from the very
foundation. This is the foundation: don't accept yourself, and you will always be afraid.
Accept yourself,
and there will be no fear. Don't think in terms of 'should' and 'should not', 'ought' and
'ought not', and you will never be afraid. Be real and trust reality; don't fight with
reality. If sex is there, it is there, accept it; if anger is there, it is there, accept
it. Don't try to create the opposite: "I am angry, this is not good: I must not be
angry, I must be forgiving. I am sexual, this must not be there, I must be celibate."
Don't create the opposite end, because if you create the opposite end you are trying to
create masks. Anger will remain, your forgiveness will be just a false face; sex will be
there, moving deeper and deeper in the unconscious, and on your face there will be a mask
of BRAHMACHARYA. That is not going to help.
I have heard: One scientist was working to
find the secret of diamonds. He worked hard and almost all the clues were revealed to him,
except one single point. If he came to know that single thing he would become the richest
man in the world. But he worked hard and couldn't find the single clue. Then somebody
suggested, "You are wasting your life and time. I have heard there is a woman in
Tibet, a very wise woman, and she knows all the answers. You go to her and just ask the
simple question about this, your problem, and she will give you the answer. Why waste time
here?"
The man traveled to
Tibet, but it took many years. It was very difficult to reach the wise woman. He went
through much hardship and many times his life was at stake, but he got there. In the
morning he knocked at the door and the wise woman opened it. She was a very beautiful
woman, such as he had never seen before. And not only was she beautiful, but her very
being was inviting -- in her eyes, the glimmer of "Come hither!" She said.
"Okay, so you have arrived. My husband has gone out, and this is the rule: you can
ask only one question and I will answer it. One question only, remember, no second
question." The scientist blurted out: "When will your husband be back?"
This is the one
question he had come to ask. Somewhere deep down in the unconscious, sex must have been
the problem, the real problem. Working with diamonds, finding the secret of diamonds, must
have been a distraction. Deep down in the unconscious he must have been thinking,
"When I become the richest man in the world, all the women, all the beautiful women,
will be mine" -- somewhere, although he may not have been aware of it.
You can go on
working on the surface without being aware of the unconscious, but at the right moment it
will come, it will explode. Escape is futile. Only transformation can be helpful, and
transformation needs deep acceptance of your being as you are. With no judgment, not
saying, "This is good, that is bad" -- with no evaluation. Don't be a judge!
Just trust your nature and flow with it, and don't try to swim upstream -- that is what
nakedness means.
Move with life with
a deep trust, wheresoever it leads. Don't create your own goal; if you create your own
goal you will become false. Life has no goal; if YOU have a goal you are against life.
Life moves not like a business, it moves like poetry; life moves not from the head, it
moves from the heart -- it is a romance. Trust is needed, doubt won't be helpful. Life is
not scientific, it is irrational. Life doesn't believe in Aristotles and the logicians, it
believes in love, in the poets, it believes in the mystics. It is a mystery to be lived,
not a riddle to be solved -- it is not a puzzle, it is not a problem. The secret is open,
only you are closed. It is revealed everywhere: in each tree, in each leaf, in every ray
of the sun it is revealed -- but you are closed.
Why are you closed?
You don't accept life within you, how can you accept life without? Accept! Start from the
center of your being. Accept yourself as you are and then you will accept everything as it
is. And with acceptance comes transformation: you will never be the same as you are once
you accept.
The transformation
happens by itself, it comes of its own accord, but it always comes in a letgo. This is
what Jesus says: Be naked so that you can be in a letgo. Drop all that the society has
given to you -- that is the meaning of the 'clothing'. The society has not given you life,
it has given you only the 'clothing'. The society has not given you the self, it has given
you the ego. Drop the clothing and the ego disappears. Think of yourself walking on the
street nude.
One man called
Ebrahim came to his master -- Ebrahim had been a king, and then his search started -- he
came to the master and the master said, "Are you ready to accept everything?"
Ebrahim said,
"I have come for that -- you say and I will do."
The master looked
at him and said, "Okay, drop your clothes!"
The disciples
became uneasy, because Ebrahim was a great king and this was too much and unnecessary. It
was never asked of them, so why such a hard thing for the king? One disciple even
whispered in the master's ear, "This is too much, don't be so hard -- you never asked
it of us!"
But the master
said, "And take your shoes in your hands and go on the street and beat your head with
the shoes! Move all over the town naked!"
This town was his
capital, but Ebrahim followed him. Nude, he went around the capital beating his head with
his own shoes. And it is said that when he came back he was enlightened.
What happened? He
was a man with great potential, that's why the master demanded so much. A master demands
only that much which is possible for you. The more potential you have, the more he will
demand, but if you are just poor, he will not demand so much. Ebrahim was a man with much
potential -- he himself became a great master in his own right. What happened? This
happened, as Jesus is saying to his disciples: clothing dropped, ego dropped -- all that
society has given to you.
Many times the ego
drops by itself because it is a burden, but again you put it on your head and carry on.
Many times you are a failure, many times you don't succeed. Many times the ego falls by
itself, but again, bruised, frustrated, defeated, a failure, you will carry the burden in
some hope.
Here is one story I have heard: One day the
lion came to the tiger and said, "Who is the boss of this forest?"
The tiger said,
"Of course, master, you are the one, you are the king!"
Then the lion went
to a bear, grabbed hold of him and asked, "Who is the master? Who is the boss?"
The bear said,
"Of course, there is no need to ask -- you are the king of all the animals, you are
the boss!"
And then the lion
went to the elephant and asked the same question: "Who is the boss here?"
The elephant
grabbed the lion and threw him away, at least fifty feet. He was struck by a rock,
bleeding, bruised, weak, but he stood and said, "If you don't know the right answer
this is no way to behave!"
This is what you
have been doing. But you will not drop, you will also say, "If you don't know the
right answer this is no way to behave! Why be so rough? You can simply say, 'I don't know
the answer.'"
If you can
recognize that in failure all that society has given you falls, the failure can become the
beginning of the greatest success that is possible in life. That is why only in failure
does a man become religious -- if he can recognize the failure. It is very difficult to
become religious when you succeed. Then the clothing is giving you so much, why bother
about being naked? Then the clothing is such a good investment. But in failure, suddenly
you become aware of the nakedness that is there. Nothing can hide it, you can only deceive
yourself.
Use your failures!
And when you are thrown against a rock, bruised and bleeding, don't repeat the stupidity
of the lion. Recognize that there is no success in this world. There cannot be because
this whole thing is so false, and with false faces how can you succeed? Even your
Napoleons, your Secundars, Alexanders, your Genghis Khans, are all failures.
A Jesus succeeds
because he stands in his originality, he stands in his nature. Try to understand this; and
not only through understanding but by dropping, by and by, your clothing; become naked and
you will be pure. Then you will have thrown that apple Adam and Eve ate; then the door of
paradise is open again.
Christians say that
with Adam and Eve humanity was thrown out of paradise; with Jesus the doors are again open
-- you can enter. But it will not happen just by being a Christian. You will have to
recognize Jesus, and that recognition comes only when you have recognized yourself as
Jesus -- nothing less can do.
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